Eh

I just feel so blue

Its just gotten personal now

Ive been slapped with a block by pro from PUG personality becuase he assumes ive submitted it for revenue sharing with out his conset or permisson, However i did nothing of the sort and this is the video hes done.

He attacks me, he attacks my way of life and makes fucking fun of me, I cant talk to anyone about this becuase NO ONE HAS MY FUCKING BACK which pisses me of, Cant talk to anyone about it becuase they dont wanna hear it.

For fuck sakes if he has an issue he could at least talk me to

Friends are bad now?

So its been awhile since i last blogged, and this time im kinda in a funk where its like i just dont get it.

So see anything wrong with this? Well to a few people having that many friends on Youtube is bad, but i dont see it like it that, i just see it as social networking and nothing wrong with that.

Recently ive did something i really shouldnt of done, When your friends with people you shouldnt automaticly jump the gun and assume stuff like ive done, and it cost me a good friendship with Ember Isolte after some comments on the twitterz regarding something that i just wasnt involved in and me being the retaraded fuck wit that i am, auto jump the gun assuming something that wasnt even true or even heard the story.

So on my part, im a complete and udder fool of a asshole for jumping the gun on it and Saying "Looks like Embers going to War"

From her POV i see wheres shes coming from, i get involved with stuff that doesnt concern me, i friend too many people on youtube and im sub'd to too many people, Does it really even matter? again to some it does cause it shows your nothing but a trouble seeking attention seeker.....SO HOW THE FUCK DOES IT LEAD TO THAT?????

I will never understand some people, i cant understand em nor will i ever. If someone explains it to me in a clam manor, then i guess i will get it

Guess its a big mystery of a life deal with me.

Rom

Im just angry

As of yesterday, i have requested the forms from brisbane to exit the guardianship system under the trustee system, becuase i can not handle the lies, the BS or the manipulation.

I have been waiting paitently for a very long while for a brand new TV upgrade that i was promised ONE YEAR AGO, and its been failed to givin.

I know for a fact i have the money with the trustee's becuase i got the infomation under the freedom of infomation act and got more money in there their leading me on to know

In 2004 i had the chance to move down to Melbourne to be with my then girlfriend of 4 years to live with her, the trustee's gave me the run around and i lost out on my chance to be happy with a girl who i loved and she loved me the same, becuase of the trustees screwin me around i had 8.6 grand saved up and they refused to tell me i had it to allow me the move to melbourne and losing out on a very special girl, and i have always been angry about that for a long time.

Jump to now, and yet im STILL being giving the run around, with my yearly budget, im allowed $200 for my birthday, there will be no money for it as once again, i have been lied to and deceived once again, and im getting sick of it and want out and my freedom.

Being with the trustee's is NOT being very independant, becuase its like baby sitting.

I know what the postives and negs of not/being with trusts and i dont care, im going by budget and i can stick to it and not fall off the path!

Also, im decideding to leave Community Solutions which is a disability employment network, after being screwed over and lied too once again.

I was promised a job and i was in favour for it that my EC told me about, after waiting for the phone call i get it yesterday and being told it was givin to someone else of less experince for it and trying to applogise to me for it, i called him a lier and some other nasty words and hung up the phone.

To top all this off, as i was talking to my mother with one of her friends about what happned, she kept looking at me weird and ask to see my hand which i did, and straight up goes "Your path is unbalanced, you are being tested by god himself, as you see screw ups, he is testing you on your paitence and limits, your time will come"

Its nice to know how the big guy upstairs likes to define stuff. (I do belive in god, Faith, Karma, afterlife etc)

Its a crazy life + pics from trip + Yet another completion in the Loremaster Journey!

Well greets and happy new year to you all.

First off, im glad to be back from Sydney, and for those wondering, YES i do have pics. after having a weird trip from Brisbane and getting sent to the ACT cause of wild weather in Sydney, which caused people to blast Qantas or their Facebooks saying what the hell is going on. We were NOT allowed to disimbark becuase we were not cleared too, which pissed a lot of people off, but qantas did pay for peoples flights home to the US and provide free accomodation for it.

I arrived in Sydney at 11:30pm which was bullshit in its own rights.

So after getting off the plane and getting my luggage, i headed to the cab rank to see a sign like this waiting for me.

Thats right, Sydney cabs charge you $3 AU fee for hiring a cab to your destination, my total fare to Lamrock Lodge at Bondi Beach: $57.89 AU.

Once i got there, i was assigned room 4, ive had this room before, i call it a prison room, becuase its no bigger then a standed prison cell

 

As you can see, its a prison room and the bed hard as hell which has fucked my back up with huge knots.

As the morning came i headed to a small cafe that the lodge owned and ordered some breaky and this is what i had:

A milkshake, 2 Slices of toast & a  Toasted Ham and Cheese Crossoant, all for $12.50 which was not bad, quite fulling as well.

After that i decided to go see my buddy Chantelle, along the way to her place i saw this awesome LOLable picture:

I really dont need to explain this, but its self explanatory.

So anyways, i headed to chantelle's place, and so we went out, heres some pics:

Chantelle is a good friend of mine who i happen to see everytime i head to sydney, shes a fun chick, i love her to bits in every werid kooky way ^_^

So we had some lunch, and check the size of this Lamb Shank

Now that is a whopper of a Shank.

Now for the remainder of the trip was very placid so heres more pics without the backstory:

The other rooms look bigger no?

Such a wonderful Sunrise in Sydney

I was having a nap when Chantelles cat decided to sleep on me

  

I look fugly in the mirror

Can you see the Harbour Bridge?

So anyways im back home in Central Queensland, and away from the floods thats happening as well. Ive made a $500 Au donation to the cause of rebuilding so thats a good deed done.

So i got back into wow and KO'd another Loremaster Area:

5 Zones left, i'll have it in a few days. Anyways im outie, thanks for reading!